Eric Mueller, Author at EricSMueller.com

Book Review: The Last Closet by Moira Greyland

The Last Closet was not easy to read. The author said it was hard to write, and the editor (Vox Day) said the editing was hard. Even this review was hard to write. I’ve been writing it off and on since I read the book. Castalia House published The Last Closet in 2017. This story needs to be told.

Moira Greyland is the daughter of Marion Zimmer Bradley and Walter Breen. Both were liberals and sexual deviants, including pedophiles. Both are long since deceased.

I’d never heard of Marion Zimmer Bradley until Vox Day started writing about her during his battle with the SFWA (Science Fiction Writers of America). I probably never would have heard of her if I didn’t follow Vox Day. Although I’ve always loved science fiction, I wasn’t into fantasy so I wouldn’t have come across Marion Zimmer Bradley independently. Even though people knew about Bradley’s child molestation, she was a celebrated feminist author. I notice left wing circles don’t have a problem with that.

Breen’s name never stuck in my head until reading this book.

Moira tells the story of both her parents and her own upbringing by them, including the emotional and sexual abuse she suffered under them, starting at an age where she couldn’t possibly understand what was going on. Fortunately, she spared us the technical details, but it was still horrific to read.

Both of her parents came from messed up backgrounds. Bradley’s own father repeatedly raped her. Breen’s parents abandoned him. Some hard core Catholic woman raised him. Breen was molested by priests. Both were fairly intelligent and members of Mensa, but I’ve heard little from people who have been around Mensa and its members to impress me. I’ve heard Mensa members may have high IQs , but many are messed up in the head and usually have body odor. Usually, when I hear “Mensa”, I assume something is wrong already. Most people I know who qualify for membership want nothing to do with Mensa.

Having come from messed up backgrounds, it appears Bradley and Breen passed that on to their own children. Marion wanted Moira to provide her with sexual companionship (apparently starting at age 3), and Breen wanted her to carry his “Grand Vision” forth to the world. This “Grand Vision” involved everybody being naked and having constant sex with each other, which would somehow bring about a “utopia”. Both parents were highly disappointed in her when she failed to live up to their twisted visions. Marion practiced some made-up “New Age” religion, and Moira became a Christian as an act of rebellion.

As an adult, when Moira was raped, upon telling her mom, the only comment Marion had was “You’re getting more action than I am.”

Moira also documents the twisted nature of Breen’s molestation, and how he operated in attracting young boys to himself. Toward the end of the book, she talks about her escape from them, and the decades of her battle with PTSD from which she will never completely heal.

Since reading this book in 2017, a lot of information has come out about child molestation and child trafficking in our society. Many prominent people have been accused of it; some with extensive documentation. While we still don’t have Jeffrey Epstein’s client list (the most secure document in Washington, DC), we have his flight logs. Many politicians, celebrities, and Fake News personalities have flown on his jet to his child molester island (Little St. James). Epstein is now long since dead (allegedly), and his collaborator Ghislaine Maxwell is in prison, but this doesn’t even scratch the surface of how deep this thing goes.

In the years before he passed away in 2021, former CIA Officer Robert David Steele commissioned 5 books extensively documenting child trafficking and molestation in this west. All five can be purchased from Amazon, or read for free online at https://pedoempire.org/contents/. The books are extensively footnoted with hyperlinks and cover Western Europe, the UK, the US, Canada, and Australia. There is a tag cloud you can use to find which chapters certain subjects and personalities are covered in.

I don’t recommend reading The Last Closet or the five Pedophilia and Empire books unless you have a very strong constitution. Unless you’re already familiar with some of this material, you will be horrified and revolted in ways you can’t imagine. You will learn people you admired and respected are involved in this horrific world.

You can purchase The Last Closet on Amazon. My affiliate link is: https://amzn.to/3pikwBa

Apple Fitness +

When Apple rolled out Fitness Plus, I scoffed. I figured I don’t need a “guided workout” and mine was good enough.

After years of being lazy and fat, I started exercising in 2021. I began with an indoor walking workout; basically pacing back and forth in my home office and keeping my heart rate around 120. I also started doing 10,000 steps every day. Last spring, I added push-ups, sit-ups, and air squats 3-5 days a week. I started gaining some strength, which was nice. A friend of mine gave me a piece of exercise equipment similar to the Tony Little Gazelle, and I started using that.

This was beneficial. The brain fog I had went away. I have more energy and strength. My thinking was clearer and got more done. I used to say I didn’t have time to work out. Now I realize I don’t have time to NOT work out.

But I had no real variety. About a week and a half ago, I upgraded to the Apple Watch 8. I gave my old 6 to my wife. After my run to Best Buy and setting the watch up, I was already into the afternoon and hadn’t done a workout. I tried to switch things up and run in place for 20 minutes. Then my legs were so sore I could barely walk for 3 days.

I thought what the Hell? I’ve been working out. Yes, but I’d been doing the same two workouts for a year and a half. I should have known better.

Fitness +

I started looking at the 3 month trial of Fitness +, and figured “why not?” I wasn’t sure I’d use it much.

Of course, it only works on three devices: iPhone, iPad, and Apple TV. It does not work in the Apple TV app on Roku or on my iMac. I started using it on my iPad, set up on a tray table in my office. But this setup is sub-optimal. If you are in a workout that includes floor work, you have to pause and move the iPad. I broke down and bought the 4k Apple TV so I can use it on my television.

So far, I find a lot of benefit from Apple Fitness. I could probably handle the more advanced workouts, but I’ve been working through the beginner level. At least I have the conditioning to handle them, although being middle age, my balance on my right knee isn’t so good.

It displays the rings from your watch on the screen, and offers a timer for how long you’ve been doing the workout. Or if you’re in a specific exercise, it will count down. In the HIIT workouts, you’ll do 30 seconds at a time.

One nice benefit is I can pause the workout right from my watch to get a drink or move my mouse. Sometimes on slow days when I’m working at home I’ll do my workout, then if an email or Teams message comes in I can pause and handle it.

The Workouts

Each workout includes three trainers. One trainer will be in the foreground leading the workout. The others stand behind and to the left and right of the leader. They will explain the exercises and form, and offer different ways to the the exercise. One trainer will typically do it lower intensity and the other higher intensity. But it’s helpful and motivating and I like this format.

Conclusion

I’ve completed most of the beginner Strength, HIIT, and Kickboxing workouts. I might try dance or Pilates tomorrow. I’m not going to do Yoga for my own reasons, but there seem to be plenty of workouts available. Today I tried one of the mindful cooldowns. I think this might be a useful service.

Giving Linux Another Try

I’ve used Linux off and on since 1998 or 1999. I bought Red Hat off the shelf originally and installed it. At the time, my video card wasn’t supported, so I couldn’t get a Graphical User Interface (GUI) to work. I played with the command line for a while, then reinstalled Windows98.

A few years later, I bought SuSE off the shelf. I had enough old parts to build a separate computer, so I installed it on that box. I had a Windows computer and a Linux computer. I don’t remember doing anything extraordinary with it. I browsed with it occasionally.

I’ve tried a few other variants. When Debian released an .exe to install from Windows, I tried it in a Virtual Machine and wrote a blog post about the results. Ubuntu is one of many forks of Debian Linux.

But typically, I found Linux too limited for my use. I guess I’m spoiled by Windows and Mac applications, and if there is an alternative on Linux, it rarely measures up and is not interoperable with Windows and Mac users. Web applications have alleviated that to a point, but sometimes it’s better to just have an app that runs on your own device.

People on Linux forums are generally friendly and want to be helpful, but they are not helpful. Even today, visit a Linux forum and ask “Which version should I use?” You’re likely to get the response “Whatever works for you.” Now, I’m fairly technical and have some Linux experience, and that barely makes sense to me. Imagine some 70 year old Boomer who can barely turn the computer on and doesn’t understand the difference between the operating system and Microsoft Word. How helpful is that going to be? Most people do not want to spend weeks installing Linux distro after distro until they finally land on that magic one that “works for you”. I wish Linux people understood this.

You also hear things like “You should compile your own kernel!” Why would I want to do that? Why would anybody trying to leave Microsoft and Apple want to just jump into that end of the Linux pool? Once you get REALLY good at Linux, sure, compiling your own kernel might be fun, but for the casual user who just wants to use their computer, it’s not fun. It’s very complex, and you need a deep understanding of kernels to do it. I tried it once, and I was lost. I didn’t understand what most of the components were and eventually ran out of patience for Googling them and why I should include or exclude them. If you want to promote Linux adoption, stop telling n00bs they should look at compiling their own kernels.

You can occasionally find posts and videos that will tell you about various distros, but they’re generally of the variety “Here’s this one. You might like this feature. This other one has this other feature. You might like that too.” It’s like they’re trying to be TOO impartial.

You may hear testimonies like “I breathed life back into my old Dell laptop by installing Linux! It runs fast!” So you take an old laptop, install Linux, and cannot duplicate the experience at all. It may run slower than Windows, if it even runs.

I took a Raspberry Pi 3 a friend gave me a while back. I tried running Ubuntu on it, but it was too slow. Ubuntu requires 4GB of RAM, and the Pi 3 has 1 GB. The Pi 4 is out now with up to 8GB of RAM. I got the Pi 3 running with Raspberry Pi OS (formerly Raspian) so I can play with it.

I figure I’ll dig back into Linux and try to find a way to think about it in a way that makes sense to me. Some of it is probably the heuristic Linux is based around. Linux is an x86 port of the Unix operating system. Unix was developed “by programmers, for programmers”. It makes sense to programmers, but not so much for the rest of us. I am not a programmer. I’m technically capable of learning it, but my experience in a Java class for my Bachelor’s degree made me swear off programming. I know enough to work with programmers and to manage software projects, but I haven’t been interested in writing programs since that class.

I’m glad Linux handles hard drive partitioning now. I remember having to manually partition my hard drive before I could even THINK about installing Linux. And Linux required at least 2 partitions, sometimes more.

Gear I Find Useful In Middle Age

Unless traveling, I used to walk around only with what I can carry in my pockets. As I progress past my mid-40’s, I’ve started to add a few pieces of gear to help me carry around more useful items. It felt like I was carrying too much in my pockets and I didn’t want to give up anything.

Man Pack

The first item I added is a Man Pack. I bought my first Man Pack at a gun show in 2012. It was in January and was really cold, so I had a sweat shirt and a jacket on. Once I moved inside, I began to overheat and had to take the extra layers off. As I was with friends, I was on their schedule. I began looking for a bag to carry my jacket and sweatshirt in. I stumbled across the Man Pack table. The founder, Aaron Tweedie, manned it himself. He had the sample Man Pack rigged for concealed carry. It seemed cool and useful, so I bought it.

I didn’t use it heavily at the time. The next Man Pack I bought was the Classic 2.0 in 2018 or 19 when I finally got around to submitting my CCW application. The 2.0 and further all have a compartment for carry. I also bought the velcro holster with straps for extra magazines. I later bought the teardrop shaped on. This year, the Op Sac came up, so I upgraded to that one. I passed the other bags down to my children. My 16 year old uses his heavily.

I use my Man Pack, obviously, to carry. I also carry with me a flashlight, solar phone charger, extra cables, and my iPad.

Scott E Vest

Earlier this year, due to my pockets getting heavier and heavier, I added a Scott E Vest. The most useful part of this vest is the ability to clip my car keys into a pocket. One of my cars uses a key fob, but my truck is still key in ignition.

Since I was in the Navy, I’ve kept my keys clipped to my belt loop. All you have to do is stand Duty Fire Controlman and carry the magazine keys around on a signal flag clip to become hooked to this method. But my keys jingle as I walk. Some former Marines I work with have commented “We can always hear you Navy guys coming from your keys.”

The Scott E Vest also has an RFID pocket, and I started keeping my wallet in there so it is not in my back pocket all the time. It fits in the pocket, anyway, but is too big for the RFID bag. But my wallet blocks RFID anyway (Bull Captain). I’ve never had back problems from a thick wallet, but I’m getting to the age where I may have to start paying for it.

I also carry some extra cables and a spare mask in other pockets. I haven’t fully utilized the Scott E Vest yet. One pocket will hold my iPad, but I can’t sit very well with it in there, so it stays in the Man Pack.

The Scott E Vest also has two dedicated phone pockets, so if I have to run out during the day, I can carry both my personal and work phones in the vest pockets.

Ridge Wallet

My final new piece of gear hasn’t arrived yet. I recently ordered a Ridge Wallet. It should arrive sometime between today and Monday. I normally just buy a wallet that meets my needs and use it until it falls apart. The Bull Captain RFID wallet is my third in the last 20+ years. “Minimalism” never had meaning for me, but I also realized I don’t need all the stuff I carry. I rarely have cash; I went as electronic as possible more than 20 years ago when I got my first Visa check card.

It’s easier than trying to find an ATM that works (they all seem to be broken when I need cash). I only need to carry one actual credit card for things like doctors offices and pharmacy drive-thrus and some gas pumps. I use Apple Pay on my Watch for everything else.

I’m looking forward to the Ridge. It should fit easily into the RFID pocket in my Scott E Vest.

I’m also hoping Apple’s idea of adding driver’s licenses to Apple Wallet catches on. The last time I flew, I added my boarding passes there and it was a lot easier.

I’m caught in between my fear of the tyranny of an electronic economy, and my love for what it could be without tyranny.

Books I’ve Read 2020

I haven’t posted on my blog for a year and a half. I log in periodically to install updates, but I guess I haven’t had much to say. 2020 was a good and busy year. I completed my Master’s degree, my children live with me now, and we had to sell our little old house and buy a larger new one. We also had to upgrade one of our vehicles. My children are very active in the youth program at our church, and one started his first job (McDonald’s, where I started about 30 years ago.) This requires me to do a LOT of driving.

I used to write a lot of book reviews. Starting around 2008, I began tracking how much I read every year. My best year was over 70 books. My worst year was 22. For 2020, I read 35 books. Since I keep them in a table in Microsoft OneNote, I’ll just paste the table here, then going forward I’ll resume writing reviews for books and posting them. I’m going to adopt the star system Robert David Steele uses for his book reviews. I copied directly from his blog and left his links in place if you want to check out his book reviews. Steele also uses a 7th star for “Cosmic, life altering” books, which I included in my ratings.

Of course, rating books is relative. I might read my first book in a subject and give it 5 or 7 stars, but after reading more on the subject, I may come back and downgrade the first book when I understand it in context.

6 Star (top ten percent across 2000+ books)
5 Star (totally satisfactory recommended without reservation)
4 Star (important contribution with some flaws)
3 Star (fragmentary contributions in a poor contextual work)
2 Star (a fractional contribution in annoyingly flawed context)
1 Star (toxic ignorance)

It turns out my table doesn’t convert to the Internet very easily. This is the best I can do. I’ll go back to writing regular reviews of some books so I don’t have to do this again. I had to set fixed width to get my Notes column to show completely, so it is a long, narrow column.

For 2021, I’m planning to add some structure to my reading. I normally stumble across a book, or I choose from my vast backlog something I feel like reading at that moment. I’m planning a goal of 10-15 books that I will read, which should give me 20 or more open slots that I can get to spontaneously. I’m picking 10 books from Steele’s recommendations, and another 3 for professional development. I especially want to get my mind around a subject Steele talks about “True Cost Economics”.

Last note regarding my “Catholic Project” mentioned in several of my notes. During the summer of 2019, I woke up one day with a strange urge. For some reason, I had a burning urge to reinvestigate Catholicism by listening to what Catholics have to say about it. I listened to some of their podcasts and read several books; mostly from Catholic Answers apologists. It was an interesting project. I discovered some of what we are told about Catholics are lies that have been repeated for hundreds of years. Then there are a lot of misconceptions. I underwent a similar “Freemason Project” in 2016.

Number	Author	Title	Date	Notes
1		Ghost Fleet	3 Feb	Recommended by a Marine Col at an event I went to. I do not concur with his recommendation. Red Storm Rising was better. 3 Stars for a decent story in the context of a war with China with 2015 technology and a flawed (well, “Official Narrative”) understanding of geopolitics. I liked the privateer though. Very busy story with a LOT of threads to keep track of. It both jumped around too fast and not fast enough depending on the story.
2	Trent Horn	Counterfeit Christs	1 Mar	4 stars. Read as part of my Catholic project. Easy read, not very memorable.
3	Tim Staples	Behold Your Mother	6 Mar	5 Stars. Part of my Catholic project; really did help me understand the Catholic perspective on Mary. Very comprehensive; covers topics like “the new Arc of the Covenant”, which I’d never heard before.
4	Michael S. Tyrrell	The Sound of Healing	18 Apr	5 stars. Bought with Wholetones. Comprehensive understanding of music and frequencies. Not the world’s best written book, but very good in its niche. The “Key of David” is tuning A to 444hz.
5	Jimmy Akin	The Fathers Know Best Part 1	30 May	Free from Catholic Answers
6	Fr. Hugh Barbour	Prayer 20 Answers	2 June	Free from Catholic Answers
7	Roger Stone	Jeb! And The Bush Crime Family	13 June	5 Stars. Contains a LOT of information about the family going back to Samuel, the CIA, drugs, the Franklin Scandal, etc.
8	Roger Stone Robert Morrow	The Clintons’ War on Women	17 June	5 Stars. Overlaps with Jeb! And The Bush Crime Family a little bit.
9	Tony Dungy	Uncommon	17 June	4 stars. Read as part of men’s group. Good read on being an “uncommon” man i.e. living Christian virtues in a non-Christian world. Heavy football focus written by a retired coach.
10	Dr. Edward Sri	Praying the Rosary Like Never Before	17 June	4 stars. Part of my Catholic project. Good information. I got bogged down and came back to the book several months later.
11	Gary Michuta	Why Catholic Bibles Are Bigger	20 June	5 stars. Comprehensive coverage of the history and issues surrounding the deuterocanonical or apocryphal books. Part of my Catholic project. I told a Catholic friend about it, and summarized it as “Catholics give you more Bible for your money”. She said she was going to use that.
12	Dr. William Davis	Undoctored	25 June	5 stars. Lots of rehash from Wheat Belly, but the program is good (if I could only get my wife on board…)
13	David Wilcock	The Synchronicity Key	26 June	I’ll give Wilcock 5 stars for this. I bought the book because he said it explained “The Hero’s Journey”. He covers lots of other topics, such as reincarnation, which I’m trying to give a fair hearing to. Also gave some of his own story, at least, how he ended up in California. One comment about Wilcock is that he needs to respect his own ignorance of the Bible. I think he said in 2019, he read the Gospels for the first time. Yet throughout his career, he’s thrown out Bible verses badly misinterpreted. He needs to respect where his knowledge lies and be honest in areas where he’s ignorant, such as the Bible and Christianity. He pontificates here as if he’s studied it as well as the “Law of One” or the alternative science he writes about, and he does not know what he’s talking about. And if he’s going to claim Jesus taught reincarnation, he needs better references. He claims one of the Church Fathers taught it (I think he says Origen), but I’m willing to bet he’s as ignorant of them as he is of the Bible itself. He also claims Constantine held the counsel of Nicaea to lock up Christian teachings and create the Catholic church as a system of religious control, but gives no reference. I think he’s just passing on bullshit he read somewhere that he takes as true, but he is out of his area of expertise here. I’m not saying it couldn’t have happened, but it should be documented somewhere if it did.
14	Christopher Hitchens	The Missionary Position	27 June	5 stars. Acerbic wit, and a contrary position on “St. Theresa”, who had shitloads of money but operated her orphanages in poverty. She also associated with a LOT of unsavory people, including Robert Maxwell. Also took a lot of money from those people. She is NOT the saint everybody thinks she was. I also suspect she was involved in human trafficking, but can’t back that up yet. But she was in the perfect position and had contacts who were.
15	Devin Rose	The Protestant’s Dilemma	29 June	5 stars. Part of my Catholic project.
16	Michael Malice	Dear Reader: The Unauthorized Autobiography of Kim Jong Il	4 July	5 stars. Very amusing and fascinating look into Kim Jong Il’s life. It actually humanized him.
17	Brian Godawa	Enoch Primordial	18 Jul	4 stars. Great fictional account of Enoch’s times. Gets a little repetitive from his Noah book though.
18	Philip Delves Broughton	Ahead of the Curve	23 Jul	5 stars. A journalist attends HBS
19	Peter Theil	Zero to One	2 Aug	4 stars. Bought it years ago through a recommendation. It gives a little insight into Theil’s career and a few things you can do and should consider in yours.
20	Fr. Gabriel Amorth	Memoirs of an Exorcist	4 Aug	4 stars. English translation of the Italian transcripts of an interview with the Vatican’s late Chief Exorcist. Good understanding of Exorcism in Catholicism.
21	Mark Dice	The True Story of Fake News	9 Aug	5 stars. Solid research by Mark Dice, as always. His recent books overlap somewhat, but so does the Fake News and Tech Tyranny, which Robert David Steele calls #GoogleGestapo
22	Mark Dice	The Liberal Media Industrial Complex	15 Aug	5 stars. Solid research by Mark Dice, as always. His recent books overlap somewhat, but so does the Fake News and Tech Tyranny, which Robert David Steele calls #GoogleGestapo
23	Mark Dice	Bilderberg: Facts and Fiction	16 Aug	4 stars. Great work as Mark always does, but I don’t actually remember reading it. I was trying to plan out reading for 2021, saw this, thought “I’ve had that for years; I better read it”, then found it on my record of books I’ve read. This was during one of my spurts where I read several books in a short time frame before going a month or more between finishing a book.
24	Brian Neimier	Don’t Give Money to People Who Hate You	20 Aug	5 stars. Short read. Summarizes the “Death Cult” and the “witches”, who they are, and how and why you should avoid them and their products. How to support independent creators who don’t want to destroy you.
25	Dr. Steve Turkey	The Return of Christendom	22Aug	4 stars; short read. Summarizes how Christendom is coming back worldwide.
26	Robert Kaplan	Asia’s Cauldron	20 Sep	2 stars. I bought it several years ago when I trusted Stratfor and finally got around to reading it this year. It is a decent high-level overview of the players, issues, and histories of Asian countries. I’ll recommend a better work when I come across one.
27	H.A. Ironside	The Four Hundred Silent Years	26 Sep	4 stars. Somewhat dry, but an attempt at a history of what happened during the so called 400 “silent years”, which Catholics don’t consider silent (see “Why Catholic Bibles Are Bigger”). Having read that book first, I found this author’s discussion of the deuterocanonical/apocryphal books to be argumentative and somewhat uninformed.
28	Randolph Richards Brandon O’Brien	Misreading Scripture With Western Eyes	9 Oct	7 stars. Should be required reading for all Christians. Both authors have lived and been missionaries overseas. We tend to interpret the Bible through 21st century American eyes, and that is not how it was written or understood throughout history. The authors discuss this, discuss how the cultures they’ve lived in see things, discuss how the ancient Israelites saw things, and explain several passages and the differences between the ancient culture and how our culture sees them.
29	Anonymous Conservative	The Complete QAnon	25 Oct	5 stars. AC covers the mysterious backchannel Military Intelligence source “Q” from his own unique perspective. He starts with his story; how after he published his first book, two neighbors moved out and an entire surveillance network moved in. He explains what he’s seen of this surveillance network and how it operates. At the end of the book, AC covers Q’s first 400 posts and exposits on them from his unique viewpoint. AC himself is about as mysterious as Q. I’ve read everything he’s written since about 2013, and all I really know about him is I think he has a daughter named Amy, he loves guns, he’s a patriot, he’s trained in martial arts, and he lives within a two hour drive of Baltimore. And I think he accidentally dropped that point. I used to think he lived in the mid-west but I had nothing to base that on. He also was apparently some kind of scientist. I don’t even know how old he is. Sometimes I think he’s the same age I am; sometimes I think he’s in his 60’s.
30	Dr. Michael Heiser	The Unseen Realm	20 Nov	7 stars. The definitive work on the subject; best I’ve ever read. Dr. Heiser covers the supernatural understanding of the Bible we should all have, including God’s Divine Council, who all these other “gods” mentioned were, the Nephilim, angels, demons, and so on. I don’t read many books that are life and worldview altering, but this is one.
31	Joachim Hagopian	Don’t Let The Bastards Getcha Down	3 Dec	http://www.redredsea.net/westpointhagopian/index.html Author successfully sued West Point and forced them to abide by Due Process. 5 stars. Free online at the link above. West Point may have once been a great institution, but now it turns out lying, treasonous scumbag Generals who lose wars. It keeps cadets busy on mickey mouse bullshit that has never been proven to produce good officers or leaders. It covers up scandals, such as the West Point childcare pedo scandal in the 1980’s (See Satanism & Pedophilia Book 4), which will be on my 2021 books.) For more on West Point, look up John T Reed, another West Point grad with a lot to say on the subject.
32	Joachim Hagopian	Book 1: A Quarter Million Millenia of Human Enslavement, Child Rape and Blood Sacrifice from Antiquity to the Modern Catholic Church	6 Dec	Book 1 of 5 (four more coming) https://pedoempire.org/contents/ 7 stars. While this should be common knowledge, it is VERY dark material and not for the faint of heart. But if you don’t already know the world is run from the shadows by Satanic pedohiles who drink adrenochrome, you’re better off staying away. I can’t really send you to a 101 level material for this subject. Maybe there should be one. Look for “Fall of the Cabal” on YouTube. But this book series is an exhaustive documentation of people and organizations behind it all, and their methods of operation including blackmail, assassination, brainwashing, gaslighting, and so on. The series traces this network up to the UK as the center with Lord Rothschild as the head. I don’t know if there is anybody above Rothschild. This author did not document, but I suspect there are people or forces above him. The author was a therapist who has worked with children affected by pedophiles and has expertise in the subject. Book 1 introduces the subject, gives some background (Annunaki) and covers high level organizations. Book 2 covers the Royal Family and Jimmy Savile, also the BBC, Parliament, and so on. Book 3 covers Rothschilds and more pedo scandals from around the UK. Book 4 comes back to the US. Book 5 will be about Australia and the rest of the world. All books are available from Amazon or can be read free at the link above, which is how I read them. Book 4 should be out this month (physical) and Book 5 in March. I am currently reading book 4.
33	Joachim Hagopian	Book 2 The United Kingdom – The World’s Pedophilia Epicenter	22 Dec	Book 2 of 5 (planned)
34	Joachim Hagopian	Book 3:The Rothschild Illuminati Bloodline and Ties to More British Scandals	29 Dec	Book 3 of 5 (planned
35	Robert David Steele Dr. Cynthia McKinney	#Unrig Election Reform Act	30 Dec	https://phibetaiota.net/wp-content/uploads/2020/10/2020-UNRIG-Guide-1.2.pdf 5 stars. More of a white paper than a book, but is a comprehensive reform badly needed in US laws. We need to destroy the bifactional ruling party tyranny. I disagree with the section on unions because I view them as corrupt as any other method of Cabal’s control over us. Nice theory; terrible implementation. Hitler had a proposal in Mein Kampf for state unions that in theory were supposed to bring businesses and employees together as citizens. I like that particular idea better than I do the Teamsters and the rest of the system we have.

Debt Forgiveness?

Every now and again, something bubbles up in the Zeitgeist that can cause us to wonder why we never saw it before. All the talk about writing off student loan debt has some of us pissed off, although as long as the banks, not the taxpayers absorb it, I’m fine with the concept. Screw the banks as they have been screwing us.

The Bible calls for the forgiveness of debts periodically, and it’s even in the Lord’s Prayer (non Catholic version) “And forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors”. I knew about it in the Bible, which I’ve read several times, but I gloss over it. I’ve never lived in a society that forgives debts, and I’d rather focus on the fun stuff like stoning adulterers and other sexual deviants.

I heard about this book yesterday while I was listening to one of Vox Day’s Darkstreams. Once I finish the book I’m reading on J Edgar Hoover, I’ll probably read this one. It’s available on Kindle Unlimited.

https://amzn.to/2J9DQt8

How To Evaluate An Alex Jones Claim

I’ve followed Alex Jones for a looooong time. I first heard of him around 2002, and have followed him off and on since then. I listened to his podcast daily from about 2008-2012. I only quit because his radio show is a poor format for a podcast. He spends too damned much time going to break and coming back, then repeating information. Plus, on the podcast, when he goes to a commercial break every 20 seconds, I had to keep fast forwarding. I got sick of this after 4 years and unsubscribed. I still subscribe to his YouTube channel, where I can watch his videos and adjust the speed to 2x. I’ve listened to Alex Jones at 2x for so long, he doesn’t sound right at normal speed.

The way to judge whether Alex Jones is speaking from evidence or out of his ass is whether he can support it or not.

Alex Jones has some subjects where he had a stack of documents. Usually, these are from “mainstream news”. He has a document camera and can speak to his subject and support it from “mainstream” news articles. Normally, when he does this, you can trust him and take him seriously.

But there are some topics in which Alex yells and freaks out and screams “We have the government documents!”, but never puts one of those government documents under the document camera, nor does he give you a reference for which government document he is referring to so you can look it up for yourself. When he does this, you can safely assume he’s talking out of his ass and ignore him.

There is a certain theological issue in which I disagree with Alex Jones. I won’t go into it here because I consider it minor, but there is some disagreement among Christians about it. He claims it’s a conspiracy, and that he has shitloads of “government documents” to support his claim. But in the last 16 years I’ve followed him off and on, he has yet to give me a name of a single “government document” that I can look up for myself to verify his claim. In that case, I assume he’s talking out of his ass and ignore him.

Like him or not, Alex Jones is here to stay. He’s a man, and just as fallible as any other man.

Book Review: God Hates Me by Richard Cain

You can buy God Hates Me here.

This is a very unique and interesting book. The basis of the story is this: a demon has a story he wants to tell. He begins by possessing a teenager and speaking to the youth pastor. 4 chapters later, he is cast out by the pastor and goes off in search of others to tell his story to until he finishes. Most chapters are with one person, although I think he gets another two chapters out of one more person. Some of these are hilarious in their own right. In one case, he crashes a sleepover of girls playing with an Ouija board.

The demon’s name is Malach. He doesn’t consider himself evil. Sure, he was part of the rebellion, but he was there because of some really cool music the “Choir Director” was playing. He tries not to be too evil, although he keeps getting roped in. But he wants to get back into Heaven, so he keeps looking for ways to get their attention by doing good. But, he keeps messing things up.

The author limits Malach’s attendance at Biblical events. I figure it would have been too self-serving to have him there at the crucifixion. Malach keeps himself busy with plant taxonomy and loves Florida for some reason. When he’s not cataloging plants, he gets involved with pixies (it ends badly), and tries to raise a little boy as his “guardian angel”. That ends badly too.

The author’s imagination is good. The demon explains what the world was like pre-fall (Noah laser-leveled the deck of the ark), the Nephilim, and the change in strategy after the flood. While I would never base theology on this book, it is a work of fiction and should be enjoyed as such.

I’m not sure what the deal with the cover is. The first time I saw it, I thought it was the story of a boxer or MMA fighter or something.

OK, I won’t give spoilers. I don’t know if this is the author’s intent or just my own mind. While Malach’s story appears to have a happy ending, demons lie. It’s a great and entertaining read.

ROK on Government Plot to Fake An Alien Invasion

Return of Kings posted an article about the government and aliens.

Most people will dismiss it as BS. But it’s nothing new. Both Ronald Reagan and Paul Krugman have been on record saying an alien invasion (real or faked) would be a great way to “unite the planet.” I’m sure others have too.

I’m pretty sure, if such a thing ever happened, it would be a fake. Though I grew up on science fiction, my own position on extraterrestrial life is “I’ll believe it when I see it.” Or at least, some plausible evidence of it.

But this is nothing new. I remember a conversation with my dad around 1996 when “Independence Day” came out. He seemed to think the reason why there were so many movies and TV shows about aliens was that the government is softening us up for the possibility. And I’ve gone MUCH deeper down the “conspiracy” rabbit hole than my dad ever would.

I Have Found No Use For Home AIs

I ran out to Best Buy yesterday to buy a TV for my office (I’m not a knuckle-dragging primate and therefore do not have a “man cave”.) While I was there, I looked around. I wandered by the AI section and played around with them. I even tried to rationalize buying one. I gave myself permission to do it. And I couldn’t. I walked away, grabbed the 32″ Roku TV I came for, paid, and left.

There are numerous problems with these AIs. For one, the “wiretap” implication:

That isn’t too big a problem. All of our devices are wiretaps, so that isn’t my objection. None of the use cases appeal to me. I watched the Alexa video at the display, and almost dislocated my shoulder from the jerking off motion I wanted to make. There’s some idiot at the top of the stairs about to slide down the stairs onto some pillows and the child actors playing his children. He says “Alexa, play punk music!”

I don’t listen to punk. I can’t stand it. Never could. I also don’t trust Alexa to find songs for my musical tastes, and I use Amazon Music Unlimited.

Then some woman asks it to change the temperature. OK, somewhat useful.

Google Home won’t work with my smart thermostat. Alexa has a skill for it, but I can change it from my phone anyway.

Of course, Alexa is programmed to repeat SJW talking points. I have no use for SJW talking points. And of course, your flash news briefing only comes from left-wing “fake news”. You can’t program it for custom sources, like InfoWars.

Then of course, as a tech enthusiast, I don’t see the point to a fixed location. I carry a phone with me all the time. What if I’m driving home, and want to have Alexa add something to my shopping list? I have to wait until I get home. (I don’t think there’s an Alexa app for Android, and I don’t care enough to look it up.) I have Alexa on my Kindle Fire, and I never use it (Alexa, not the Fire.)

So, even though I gave myself all the leeway possible, I don’t see myself owning one of these wiretaps anytime soon.

I would totally buy this thing if it existed: